Depression: feelings of severe despondency & dejection. I have known since I was about 12 years old that I had moments of depression. It probably wasn’t until I was about 15 when it really started showing and my mom first mentioned I should go see a therapist. I refused and begged her to not force […]


Disappointed. That feeling of being let down. It’s one of the worst feelings ever. Not that you have expectations from other people but hope that they have the same thought process and heart as you. Being disappointed by multiple people at once is even worse. I also realize I put myself in situations that in […]

I’m back!

It’s been quite a while since I last wrote. Like I mentioned in an earlier post winter is my “hibernating/depressed” season. So If i wrote anything it’d probably all be really sad and no one would want to read that. I’m still in that ehhh state but have hopes it’ll be over soon. With the […]

The big 3-0

30. With my 30th birthday now a month ago, I have finally come to cope with it. It’s here, I can’t stop it or do anything about it so why stress about it. It is what it is and I am where I am for a reason. Why was I so scared to turn 30? That was a […]

That time of year…

Every fall about this time of year and especially winter, I get super depressed real easily. The cold just does something to me mentally. I could be out with all of my friends and be there smiling and laughing but I’m not really there. It’s all kind of a mask I guess you could say. I […]


Last weekend, I traveled to Denver to visit my sister for the long weekend. What a beautiful place to visit. The city has a little bit of everything, then you can drive an hour to the mountains. The views of the Rocky Mountains are breathtaking. We went to Golden, CO. when we first got there. […]